Know what it's like to be caged on a trampoline? It's simple, you can hardly maintain the same height, you go up then come down.
So, I woke up today and the sun was shinning, how pretty. After a while, my mood when down the hill. It's been like this for my whole life, but it seems to be worsening these last few days. I'm so sick of these up and downs that I just want to put an end to everything.
I want to try but I don't want to lose.
I want to win but I'm afraid of trying.
I want to give up, but can't reach the quit button.
Sometimes I just wish death would come knocking at my window, and I would gladly open it, so it could free me from this wingless body.
They tell me I have everything... But what do they know?
Oliver
Slit my teenage wrist by ~zorak on deviantART
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I started writing here because I wanted somewhere safe to write. You know, anonymously.
Previously this blog has been really depressive and it was good to let it out, but I don't think it's pleasant for outsiders to read that crap. So I've decided to be a little more positive in my posts, try to find some resolve in the middle of all the drama. I think it will do me good and it will be better for someone who's going through the same things.
Life is precious. I'm sure many other people have worse problems than me and they manage to get through the days, so I will try to hang on to this thought and live, just for today. Life's short anyway. Better make the most of it, right?
I will still sign as Andy or Oliver, depending on who's in charge.
Previously this blog has been really depressive and it was good to let it out, but I don't think it's pleasant for outsiders to read that crap. So I've decided to be a little more positive in my posts, try to find some resolve in the middle of all the drama. I think it will do me good and it will be better for someone who's going through the same things.
Life is precious. I'm sure many other people have worse problems than me and they manage to get through the days, so I will try to hang on to this thought and live, just for today. Life's short anyway. Better make the most of it, right?
I will still sign as Andy or Oliver, depending on who's in charge.
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Life's tragedy is that we get old too soon and get wise too late, Benjamin Franklin
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I want to...really. I just dont know how :S. Sometimes I'm afraid to talk to you about those things(serious things), I never know what to expect.I wish I could gather enough strenght to stop and really listen to you, cause I know you've been trying to tell me something, I just cant figure out what is it, but I will soon. So please, trust me(I know that you do), be brave and tell me the truth as if I was stanger :S. If you want to will never talk about that with you in person, if you want I can always "forget" what you said and talk to you as if nothing happen.
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