Again, I find myself needing to feel something. It's been awhile since I hadn't wrote in my fucked up blog, too bad I had to return. (Not that I don't like you, Faceless)
I crave for something that I never had and that I will never have, I crave for someone who tells me he/she loves me that I can love back. So desperate to fall in love... I need to fill this empty hole that's in my chest. I try to pretend that I'm no monster but I guess I can't make the monster go away until I fill this emptiness. For now I have to feel happy with my nails buried beneath my skin, at least it makes me feel something.
I think I figured my need for pain.
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"rather feel pain than nothing at all" =)
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