Saints? No such thing.

Should I be apologizing to all the victims of my harsh defenses?
I'm not sure if should, because they lack understanding. They fail to understand how scared I am of being betrayed again. I wish everyone would just admit their own mistakes, it would make everything a lot easier since I don't believe in saints.
It's not my fault if I fail to trust you blindfolded, it's probably things you do that turn my defenses on.

I wish you would stop being such a victim because I already said I'm sorry.

And for god's sake, stop misinterpreting everything I say.

Puppeteer

I don't know whether I still trust you. I don't know who you are or what you want. I don't know what I can or cannot say. I don't know what I am to you.
Sometimes I think I'm I'm your friend, others I feel like I'm your puppet. Are you playing with me? Do you want to know me so you can set your scene? That's what it looks like. I wonder... Are you a friend or a foe?
Now it's gone too far.
It's the worst time for you to do that, I'm starting to feel you're a foe. Can't be a friend with those I can't trust. I think I'm scratching you from that small list.

Oliver