My heart has been pounding way too much. Instinctively, my hand rushes to touch my chest and it seems like I've got a ticking time bomb waiting to explode.
I hope it explodes when everything's a mess, I hope it doesn't get in the way of my recovery and specially, I hope it doesn't devastate my life when I'm recovered, if I manage to recover.
Other than saying recover, since I was always this way, I'd rather say... Heal.
I'm one of those dolls that were never finished to begin with, just like all of my stories. They're just nothing. Like me.
Me and my creations, we need more construction.
(I know that every single post of this blog sounds sad and I'm all self-pitiful, but I'd like you to read this post from a different place)
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I started writing here because I wanted somewhere safe to write. You know, anonymously.
Previously this blog has been really depressive and it was good to let it out, but I don't think it's pleasant for outsiders to read that crap. So I've decided to be a little more positive in my posts, try to find some resolve in the middle of all the drama. I think it will do me good and it will be better for someone who's going through the same things.
Life is precious. I'm sure many other people have worse problems than me and they manage to get through the days, so I will try to hang on to this thought and live, just for today. Life's short anyway. Better make the most of it, right?
I will still sign as Andy or Oliver, depending on who's in charge.
Previously this blog has been really depressive and it was good to let it out, but I don't think it's pleasant for outsiders to read that crap. So I've decided to be a little more positive in my posts, try to find some resolve in the middle of all the drama. I think it will do me good and it will be better for someone who's going through the same things.
Life is precious. I'm sure many other people have worse problems than me and they manage to get through the days, so I will try to hang on to this thought and live, just for today. Life's short anyway. Better make the most of it, right?
I will still sign as Andy or Oliver, depending on who's in charge.
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Life's tragedy is that we get old too soon and get wise too late, Benjamin Franklin
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