June 9, 2009

Saints? No such thing.

Should I be apologizing to all the victims of my harsh defenses?
I'm not sure if should, because they lack understanding. They fail to understand how scared I am of being betrayed again. I wish everyone would just admit their own mistakes, it would make everything a lot easier since I don't believe in saints.
It's not my fault if I fail to trust you blindfolded, it's probably things you do that turn my defenses on.

I wish you would stop being such a victim because I already said I'm sorry.

And for god's sake, stop misinterpreting everything I say.