September 21, 2009

Not again...

Once again I find myself in the dark. There's a dim light around me, there's not much that I can see. But I can feel. I feel the walls all built up again, I feel the tears running down my face, I feel my hand - closed like it's holding something - running through my neck. A feeling I haven't felt in quite some time. A feeling I believed to be gone forever. It came back and I only realized it when that imaginary blade ran through my neck. Tears fell along with me.

Am I insane?

1 comment:

  1. Sometimes I'm feeling almost like you, and I'm not insane, I hope XD!
    So I think you aren't...
    Relax, better days will come :)

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